The following is a collection of journal fragments from a supposed group member, when pressing my source for more information on the individual who wrote this, he stopped responding to me altogether. I can assume this is a fairly new member based off of some of what he has wrote. As always, this was provided to me as a transcript so I can not confirm the validity of this journal, but I figure it is a good frame of reference for how beginners are treated in the group. The journal is dated 197X, I asked for the specific date and times of each entry and again, received no reply. The journal has some context spread throughout it, I did not add these. I feel they add to the digestability of the journal, so I have decided to keep them in.
They want me to actually write in these things everyday, it's hard for me to even think a page worth of things in a week, let a loan a day. I dont see the point in any of this, but I guess if they need me to do it I can. I can write almoast anything here, I think they are planning on checking these so, whats up Davey? Let me know if you are reading this now, that would be cool.
The subject had written on about his own personal life and experience for days on end, we quickly informed him not to do so. It would be a waste of both of our time to include them all
So I guess I am supposed to just document my tasks, sorry davey :-(. Today I harvested some of the silosibin mushrooms, it was gross and I spent hours making sure I didn't still have cow shit in my fingernails. The tea was made by someone else, but I don't even get to drink it until I do a few more tasks they want in the next few weeks. My next task is to prepare some wine bottles with neksus, I was told that it would be given to some outsiders, which aggravates me slightly because ive been here for months now without getting to try any. Adactus tells me to be patient and that my "drug seeking behavior" looks bad on my moral character, and I guess he is right.
I prepared the wine bottles earlier today and was apart of the distributing party